Why?

              Why do other people bully someone? I really want to know! do they do it just for fun? or they really just hate him/her even if  he/she didn't do anything. I really want to know, because most people felt hurt, not just physically but also mentally, which sometimes result to suicidal.

                  Why  can't I be free from this problem? why I can't I just be happy in every single day? Why should i feel bullied? Do i look ugly? am I annoying? Why?!

                  A bullied person always look okay or happy outside, but inside they are already in pieces. They don't want other people to worry for them but to have a person to comfort for them, and when they are already full of it they just cry in a corner and ask why?  

                I'm a victim of bullying by this person, who used to be my friend before, but I was shocked, that one day  he just ignore and bully me, even if I didn't do anything to him. I  know that I should just ignore him, whenever he will bully me, but yesterday, he just hit the target point! Those words really hit me! I try to stop my tears from falling, but I can't, so I run to my friend, and cried. He probably saw me crying, but I'm trying hard to pretend that I'm laughing, but I can't! I turned out to be a crying baby and a loser! In the afternoon he teased me, that he should not come near me because he might make me cry again, then he said something that i't shows that I'm ugly. I know that God made us beautiful in many ways, but this guy is too much! I just can't stand him anymore! What did I do to him that he should treat me this way? Why he is so mean?! I have so many question to ask him!

                  I hope that that this guy will look at himself first, before bullying someone, because he didn't know that he's now hurting someone's feeling. And lastly I hope that he will grow up, and we will be friends again, just like the old times.

Note: this is not Mr. Attention Seeker!:)

               

                     

attention seeker!

Attention seeker!

  This guy is really nice and what i like about him is that he  always respect girls. I don't have a crush on him, just to verify you,but I treat him as my friend. He always call me attention seeker,because he says, that I'm always talkative,  "epal", and childish,but whenever he call me  in that surname, I don't mind it because I know he is just joking. But today I don't know why i was hurt when he call me in that term, maybe he really mean it, because his words really hit me, even though he is just joking...

  

  It all happened during our English class, and our teacher give us an activity, and the activityis to do a skit presentation about reporting,and it is by group, and he is my group mate. In the play I was a reporter and, he is Mario Maurer, because we have a showbiz report in our skit presentation. After the activity I complimented him, because he was Mario Maurer, and I can't remember what happened next, I only remembered is that, he told me, he did it because he want to get some attention(he is joking when he said it), and I replied that he is the attention seeker, because he's the one who wants to get some attention not me, and he laugh, and replied "at least ako manug attention seeker pa lng ko, kag pwede ko pa na ma bag'o, ikaw ya amo ka gd  na yah! (at least i was about to get that kind of trait and there  is still a possibility that I can change, but you; you are already like that!). It is not the exact phrase,but  the thought is the same. So when he said that to me, I was really shocked, and don't know what to answer, because I was hurt mentally by the words he said, so all I did is ignored him and never look at him, because we are seatmates, and whenever we saw each other he always call me, and I don't mind him.

  I think it's better to ignore him,for now, to show him that, jokes are not always a funny, but it may also hurt a persons feeling, and it's hard to get back what was given away! 

anime lovah

ANIMELOVAH

               Why animelovah?simple,cause i love anime!..It started when i was still a child, when I first saw an anime entitled "Ojomajo Doremi,"  the story revolves about a girl who found out that the old woman (the owner of a shop) is a witch,then the old woman suddenly turned into a magical frog.In order to break the spell the girl must be  the apprentice of the old woman, which will help her to be a witch so that spell will be broken. But  at that time, I was not able to realize that cartoon show that I'm watching was actually an anime, so I just ignored it.

                  Then my high school year came, and  I heard some of my friends talking about anime  and their screaming because of anime they are watching, so I get curious and I tried one, entitled "kaichou wa maid-sama!" this anime kind amazing, it makes your heart melt and whenever I watch it I feel like the butterfly on my stomach wont stop.After I watched it I can't stop asking for more, it's kind addicting, because anime doesn't always make people smile but they also teach you  a moral lesson  like every story book have.Sometimes it makes me happy when I'm sad because it makes me forget my problem, even just for while..And the love for anime is called OTAKU...