Why?

              Why do other people bully someone? I really want to know! do they do it just for fun? or they really just hate him/her even if  he/she didn't do anything. I really want to know, because most people felt hurt, not just physically but also mentally, which sometimes result to suicidal.

                  Why  can't I be free from this problem? why I can't I just be happy in every single day? Why should i feel bullied? Do i look ugly? am I annoying? Why?!

                  A bullied person always look okay or happy outside, but inside they are already in pieces. They don't want other people to worry for them but to have a person to comfort for them, and when they are already full of it they just cry in a corner and ask why?  

                I'm a victim of bullying by this person, who used to be my friend before, but I was shocked, that one day  he just ignore and bully me, even if I didn't do anything to him. I  know that I should just ignore him, whenever he will bully me, but yesterday, he just hit the target point! Those words really hit me! I try to stop my tears from falling, but I can't, so I run to my friend, and cried. He probably saw me crying, but I'm trying hard to pretend that I'm laughing, but I can't! I turned out to be a crying baby and a loser! In the afternoon he teased me, that he should not come near me because he might make me cry again, then he said something that i't shows that I'm ugly. I know that God made us beautiful in many ways, but this guy is too much! I just can't stand him anymore! What did I do to him that he should treat me this way? Why he is so mean?! I have so many question to ask him!

                  I hope that that this guy will look at himself first, before bullying someone, because he didn't know that he's now hurting someone's feeling. And lastly I hope that he will grow up, and we will be friends again, just like the old times.

Note: this is not Mr. Attention Seeker!:)